Thursday, July 20, 2006

ok.. just 1 night and so much had happened. i did what i was nt supposed to do, and now i got all the shit happening to me.

i seriously dont want things to turn out this way, esp to evan. i didnt expect my friend will come out with all that.i dunno how im going to face u all.i dunno whether u all will give me the chance.

the thing is at the start, i noe im quite weird.i tried to change.it most probably didnt work, looking at how the things have strained between me and certain pple.

i dunno how im going to get forgiveness and acceptance from u pple.i admit to the fact that i cant stick along with u all.but i hope that things can get better.i noe u all wld most probably want me to leave. i just hope that i can get to noe why or sth, or u all can give me the 1 more chance to be the real me.

calvin.
the guys at 11:41 PM