Monday, September 04, 2006

hohoho. looks like this blog is dead! well just as well. too much negative publicity anyway.

i am one very mentally drained guy right now. just came back from some computerised pilot selection test at CMPB. it was a hell 5 hours test. a lot of psychomotor nonsense where you gotta co-ordinate your hand eye movements, multi-task between 3 to 4 things all at once.
well it was a surprise as i met two yfc buddies there. ivan and iskandar. hahas the deja vu came all over again. feels as if its 1.5 years ago where i applied to joined YFC, the hundred of millions of selection processes there was, just like now, but this time, RSAF!

well hopefully i get through, else i gotta think of another career alternative already.
argghh miss phy geog lesson today though.

theres nothing much thats been going on recently, except that im surviving on instant noodles? im one very very broke man right now. i believe im gonna be in very deep financial shit pretty soon. meet my doom.
which is not the right time to happen. prelims is 7 days away and im only halfway through my revision. not counting today, that makes 6- since i dont have the mental energy to continue doing anything after that 5 hour nonsense at RSAF.

many things been going on my mind. i feel so so distracted, seem so lost everyday. somethings that are troubling me that nobody would probably ever know. life do seem meaningless at time, don't it? sighs. theres nothing i can do abt my problems. nothing at all. im so helpless.
well i guess the only thing i can do is to try not to think abt them and just try to focus on studying

well i guess everyone shld be studying hard right now.! do keep the pace people. work hard and we shall reap the fruits soon (i hope. >.<)

theres walla mugging session this friday! looking forward to it. long time never mug with the walla dudes!
hahahas

-gene
the guys at 6:57 PM